I have Returned [21 Jul 2004|09:43pm] [ mood | relaxed ] hello there. its been like a year and half. did u miss me? doubtful. but im writing for alec cuz he decided to read my livejournal which i haven't written in in like i sed a year n a half so i decided to make a quick entry. so feel special cutie pie! its just for u! lol. so neway camp is over basically. i wen to a diff camp this year. its in scotch plains. met some awesome ppl. so i decided to do the 2 week session w/ katy that starts next week. i love these ppl. toni, katie, katy, mariel, art, alec, KERRY! lol. chelsea (its my baby lol), candice, annie, etc. etc. they're all so great n im glad i went to this camp even tho i thought iw oudln't like it in the beginning. im thinkin of possibly goin bak next year. get a job for the nite n go to this during the day. yea. sounds good. lol. so our show of (can u blieve it) the wizard of oz. is 2morrow. n since i kno u dont kno cuz i havne' been writin, my shw for school this year was wizard. i was on stage for less then 10 min outta 2 1/2 hours. i hated it. this is much more fun. and i was even up for dorothy but i failed. i was close tho. n then james hurt himself n i was his understudy. he was the scarecrow but he came bak. bummed me out a bit. lol. he hit me today! lol. i make ufn of him all the time w/ katy n toni n annie told him i called him gay (soooo did not lol. wrong person but i love annie haha) so he hit me. (not hard or i woulda smaked him) so i pushed him lol. he's a violent child he is. so yea. this camp was so much fun. im so glad i decided to go here this year. even tho i miss my other camp buds (n i will def try to stop by next week guys! i love u! n i miss u guys!!) i really like these ppl. i love the director he's awesome. but i dont feel like writing nemore so im off btw. HAPPY SWEET 16 PATTI K!! ILU! -kelly chick 2 comments|post comment

I Can't Take This [20 Jan 2003|09:02pm] [ mood | depressed ] im fallin apart rite in front of me. i dont kno wuts happeneing. last nite i was perfectly fine. no cares no trouble. now im fallin apart. im losing control. i dont kno wuts makin me feel like this. i wanna cry. i wanna scream. i wanna sleep. i wanna talk to sum1 bout this. sum1 that wont tell her. sum1 that i can trust. i want to feel loved. i want...to go home....but how can i do that...if i am home. wuts goin on. wuts happening to me. im breaking down. 1 comment|post comment

Done With You [20 Jan 2003|03:22pm] [ mood | stressed ] i did it. after 4 months n 2 days of liking chris...i dont. not nemore. i have moved on. im not really sure if i like ne body. i mite like sum1.... w/e. can't talk bout it. actually i can. its the guy my friend likes. which i myself have a problem wit. i dont want to like him. she really likes him. like the way i used to like chris. n that's alot. n he told me the other day that he might like me. n then i was just stupid n i told him i mite like him. n i feel like a dope n a moron n a horrible friend. i mean at least i dont go out wit him. which she did to me. but i still feel bad. n i shoulud. n im sure all of u out there will think im the worst friend ever but im really not. i feel really guilty n so horrible. but i keep goin bak to wut she did. n that doens' tmake up for the fact that i sed somethin to him but he had to kno. butthata's all i said. i wont talk wit him bout it nemore unless it comes up n then i dont even really say that much. but its only been like 3 days since i told him. i hate wut i did. but im done wit chris. that's over. id ont like him. n i tol dhim n he doesn't even aknowledge. lol. i dont care! i don tlike him! its great. i g2g buhbye!! kelly post comment

Wow GUYS! [17 Jan 2003|03:03pm] [ mood | hyper ] wow. i havne't been here in a looooooooong time. n this will probably one of not many times im bak. but im writing neway. i had midterms all this week. i got an 86 on my science =( almost a B. n i got crap for it too. but w/e. i dont care. 2morrow im goin to play pactice. (im in the chorus but i got 2 solos n im a tapper out of 6! im xcited) n then i am...goin to church unfotunately. but t gets to sing the response so im xcited. which reminds me. sumhow topics of names came up in a chat i was having n chris sed richard nickname is dick. i sed well my old choir directors name was richard n we called him rick. n ash goes oo child molester rick. i got so pissed. yea he was accused. she doesn't kno hiM! I WORKED WIT HIM FOR 4 YEARS. 4. n she thinks that she knows him. HE WOULD NEVER EVER EVER do that. he lost so much bcuz of that girl, chrissy n the choir is suffering horribly for it. neway. then i get to go to the mall wit all my IHS friends!. its gonna b fun. cuz chris is gonna go n there's like 14 of us n we're all goin to see just married...it hink. yea. its gonna b so much fun! i can't wait. lol. neway. today was pretty cool. i went. i studied more for west civ. which turned out to b easier than i had thought. n then sat in the cafeteria n talked to pat n nikki n dan for alil bit. n then i went to my locker yada yada. n i talked wit matt for awhile n then i gave chris a hug (= D) n left. n ive been online for awhile now. matt minimized the pic that i wanna put in here but now i have to change the pixels or w/e thier called. but w/e. i gotta go. >>[Kelly]<< post comment

Boring [04 Jul 2002|03:48pm] [ mood | bored ] today has been a boring day sof ar. cept maura's here so it's allg ood ;) lol. hmmm we haven't done nething. today is the 4th of july all i did was make cupcakes take a shower frost the cupcakes n watch a movie. then maura came so now we're juss hangin out n listenin to music. 2morrow i'm goin down the shore where my aunt amy n aunt cathy have houses. oo yea i have to get uniforms for school 2morrow too. on saturday i'm goin to my friens bday party. we get to sleep in tents ;) lol yay. fun haha. well im goin now. luv ya!</i> H a P p Y 4 T h O f J u L y ! ! K E L L Y post comment

Sunday n today [24 Jun 2002|12:40pm] [ mood | bored ] sunday was as crappy as saturday nite. lol i pretty much layed upstairs by myself n watched tv. then i wwent downstairs for my cuz to open thier presents n then i watched "Getting There" cuz my cuz got it for her bday. after they left i went to the doctor n found out i have a throat infection Lucky Me!! lol. so i went home ate dinn din. n mel n clauds were there so i sat outside n talked wit them. then i alyed down n then went to sleep. uneventful day lol today is monday n i woke up reletively early n went downstairs n watched old recital tapes. im gonna go watch glitter or kate n leopold after im done writing this n makin movie plans wit heb. lol. so i woke up i ate i wtched tapes n now im here bored as ever. lol. so mayb ill write later. buhbye love always K.B. post comment

Saturday [24 Jun 2002|12:27pm] [ mood | crappy ] ok well satuday was the big grad party for maura me mike n jason n erin whos graduatin from high school. ( just erin) yea so it was a big party i went swimmin for mayb half n hour or less. we wtched harry potter. lol idk it was too much to write lol. um i got sick towards the end n i went to bed at like 10:30 but the pool n bar are ouside my window so i heard them all talkin n stuff but i finally fell asleep. um it was alot of fun i just dont feel like remember at the moment lol so im goin to write bout sunday n ow K.B. post comment

Friday! [24 Jun 2002|12:23pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] ok this is the entry bout friday =) so on friday i woke up n went to the dentist. i had this nice lady that i usually dont have lol she's cool n then i went to lorayne's house bcuz i wantd to go swimming lol. n then i went home ate din din n went to voice. and i go bak to voice again on wednesday! lol i start summer lesson's. hmm but that's really it. it wa sa prety boring friday Love Always K.B. post comment

Im Sorry but I'm here`` [24 Jun 2002|12:03pm] [ mood | sick ] hey everybody! sorry ihaven't been writin its b een a long while since i been here but i thik im here for awhile at least until my mom stops questioning me about FOD. grr. so neway. graduation was on thrusday. It was nice me robin julia melissa marie marissa n kelli w. sang the national anthem. every1 sed we did great =). n then i got an award for gettin all A's and B's through my Eight Grade year. lol i hate becky! she got all A's from 6-8 grade! lol but she's really smart. n i got my certifiate lol n wen i was walkin bak to my seat since i was sittin on stage u could really hear me heels lol it was funny. so itw as a nice ceremony. i called all my buddy's names wen they came on stage. just loud enuff so i thought they could hear me but i dun thnk they did lol. im so proud of them =) hehe so after graduation i stayed until almost evcery1 was gone n took pix. lol jax josh's mom comes up to me n goes can i get a pic of u n josh? i was like....sure. n then she made jax come over thank god n we got a pic wit josh lol. so ok let's face it i did cry cuz mel started it! lol she started cying. hehe so we were pretty much the last ones there. n then we went to bennigans for lunch (me mike dad n mom) n then i went home got a bathing suit on n went to tatums. it was much fun lol they had a dirt dancing competition which me n becky lost by a long shot lol. it was funny. n mike b kept throwing all the girls in the pool! he's strong! lol it was so funny cuz he made me go on his shoulders for chicken fites n i was like um ill hurt u lol but he finally got me up on his shoulders n i swear i hurt his neck cuz i fell foward lol. n he threw my on my beck n it hurt like hell! lol. but then i sat out front wit him n we talked for a long time. i realized that he's the only person (a guy) that i actually can talk to. every other guy i just tense up around n i act stupid. but him i actually talk to him. becky seays we were flirting. i was like no i dun like him! n plus im the one that hooked him up wit his girl. lol. yea n then we just went swimmin n stuff. it was much fun. lol n me n courtney were pourin water on ppl hehehe. well that was my thursday now im gonna have 3 new entrys bout fri. sat. n sunday. lol n mayb one about today. love always K.B. post comment

Butthole! lol [03 Jun 2002|09:10pm] [ mood | scared ] FOD is being a butt so i have to write this here. not that iw ouldn't have neway ;) next year im goin to a different school than all of my friends cept for my color guard friend Nicole and Ashley and my choir friend Theresa n then there's kyle (oooo baby ;) ) n chris n of course mike (my bro) but every1 else is goin to PHS where as i am goion to Immaculata. n i kno that now we say we're still gonna spend so much time together every weekend. well 1 every other friday i have voice. 2 on the weekends in the beginning of the year i will prolly have football games unless they wanna come to an IHS football game. which i doubt. so that leaves a limited amount of time. n i knot hey'll wanna spend time wit their PHS friends. even now i never eally go out wit them nemore cuz they usally plan stuff the week i have voice n can't go. but i dont start oice again until the end of june now so i have my fridays free al summer cuz i go on wednesdays in summer. im really gonna miss them but i kno eventually they'll just fade away....and i love them so much id ont want that to happen. i just wish 8th grade never had to end but the countdown begins...13 days left... Love Always K.B. post comment

question mark/dorney! [01 Jun 2002|10:13am] [ mood | sleepy ] Find your emotion! Who are YOU most like? (wut temper? lol) You are 30% evil! [?] You're still on the good side of 50%, but you're gaining on it. You're not as good as you should be, but you're good ALMOST all of the time. There's only an occasional time when evil takes over you, but when it does... (me? evil? naaaw) Which Kiss Are You? (;)) You're PRIDE! You like yourself, and you aren't afraid to show it. You don't like to admit when you're wrong, and you think you're better than most. You're represented by the color violet. yea sorry i realize i put in the quiz things twice =/ o well. lol so yesterday iw ent to dorney. i wa sin mel's group wit vanessa and rebecca but we joined up wit julie's group =). first they wanted to go on talon. i was like 99% goin on and then i chickened out.l they sed i woulda been freaked cuz on the way up they got stopped for awhile =/ then we went and ate lunch lol and vanessa put ketchup in her shake (strawberry) and gave it to diante but we laughed so he didn't ddrink it. he was about to tho! so then we went on hercules. omg. jax i hate u! lol. it was funny cuz im like all nervous and stuff and im goin how steep is the drop? how high is it? and stuff and jax goes it's not high! it's kinda steep but it's not high. so we're goin up and i saw it. i was like jax! i hate u! and i had like tears in my eyes. (u have to understand. i do not like rollercoasters very much.) and im goin i hate u jackey i hate u jackey. and then wen we're goin down jax goes o sh*t. yes jax make me feel better! lol but then she puts hehr arms up and i was like ooo hard now! and i left my hands up for most of the rest of the ride. then they wanted to go on steel force so me n rosie went on the scrambler and the whip and the monster. lol iin the monster we got stuck at the top and we're sitting there like o my. i feel like im gonna fall out backwards. cuz we were backwards and ur not like seatbelted in u just have a lil bar to hang on to. it's not even like over u. it was fun tho. then me n rosie wanted to go out thunderhawk (rollercoaster) but it was too long aline. so we went bak to games and me n rosie went on the himalaya thing. it was fun. i won a teddy bear. lol. then we left and we just went home =) jax wanted to go to the baseball game but i thought i idnd't have a ride so i get home and my mom's goin so i called jax a few times to see if she wanted to go cuz we could pick her up but she wasn't home. so we're goin today. at 12. =) my bro's team is playing her b/f's team. ;) lol buhbye! post comment

heey! question mark ;) [01 Jun 2002|10:04am] Find your emotion! Who are YOU most like? (wut temper? lol) You are 30% evil! [?] You're still on the good side of 50%, but you're gaining on it. You're not as good as you should be, but you're good ALMOST all of the time. There's only an occasional time when evil takes over you, but when it does... (me? evil? naaaw) Which Kiss Are You? (;)) You're PRIDE! You like yourself, and you aren't afraid to show it. You don't like to admit when you're wrong, and you think you're better than most. You're represented by the color violet. post comment

Today [29 May 2002|07:08pm] [ mood | crushed ] today was good and then it sucked and now it's in between. [period 1]-we did archery and sum1 has been stealing from ppl. and they stole alot from nikki so she tried to catch whoever it was but she didn't and she went to the principal but we think we know who it is [period 2]-boring lol [period 3]-we did some percents and stuff on gold [period 4]-we read a poem and took a quiz on it [period 5]-umm let's see i started to find sumtin out but id i dn't find out the WHOLE thing till 8th. but mikey kept takin alissa's purse and hehe heather told me who CJ likes! hahaha it was funny [period 6]-we did some map thing where we colored stuff and i coudn't find the countries [period 7]-we cahtted (me lisa vanessa n patti) cuz we were done wit our projects [period 8]-ok we had a sub and we had to do worksheets and heather told me that julie and tony never broke up and that he lied to me. he lied to me! i couldn't blieve it. just wen i thought he Wasn't lieing. he was. so since i was gonna go out the side door to say hi i was gonna go out and blow him off cuz i was pissed. [period 9]-we just got our groups ands tuff for dorney (Friday! yay !) and we sang one of our songs [after schoool]- i did xactly wut i sed iw ould. i walked out saw him there and just went down the stairs and walked awya. i was so mad. so then i came home and after awhile tony IMed me and said wuts rong wit u and we got into this whole thing on how he lied to me. he says he's sorry but he still lied to me. and it hurts. at first i was really mad but now it's turning on me again and it hurts alot. o yea u guys dont kno me yet my periods r gym, spanish, algebra, language, lunch, civics, tech, science and then chorus. just so u kno ;) and tony is this guy i like and he's in 9th grade. heather is like my best friend and so is jax. nikki is also one of my best friends. julie is my OK friend and julia is my good friend. and then i have a bunch of friends ;) lol post comment

This Is Me [29 May 2002|05:13pm] Kool to the core wit many a friend Excellent student Lovable and lovely Loving and caring and wanted to be with u Young and fun ^^i made that up just now as i rite this and it suck. loli dunfeel like writing im on the fone so bye! post comment

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